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Here stands a traitor to the true
Oh, how I did not want to
Oh God, I always do
My whole life has come unglued
The false in me is breeding true
For I know now what I do.
How could you have paid this price?
Must I once more spit on Christ?
Must I again take his life
Betrayal with addiction's knife?
I know in truth, all that remains
On down this road I'm on is pain
But I know, in point of fact
That somewhen I signed the devil's pact
And I can't fight my way free
Though that is all I long to be
To place myself in hands of Three
And unsee all that I have seen.
Unthink things that I have thought
Watch my actions come to naught
To feel relief that I'm undone
Before I reach what I've become
Am I yet too late to kiss the Face
I've spat upon and I've disgraced
Have I gone too far to leave behind
The addiction that has left me blind
To all the ways of God and good
I do nothing that I should
Oh God, I'm a disgrace to Thee
I only ask, could you unmake me?